Broken Heart

So Sick

It's hard to love somebody who doesn't care for you. It's hard that even though you are at his side he is thinking of another person. It's like having to buy an ice cream but you are not allowed to eat it and somebody else did. Oh my gosh if i know this would not happen I would never tried it you might say. But you can never escape from it.

Never Meant to Be
Everyday a guy will go and fetch a girl but is not her girlfriend.Since he wanted the girl to find out for herself what he really feel,he never intend to tell. But then the girl didn't notice and she loved another guy. The guy regret what he have done and he almost felt like the world was on his shoulders.He killed himself and then the girl just then realize that he had love that guy.

In my nightmare

I don't know why but people are always fighting and i hate that...

I want peace OK so maybe sometimes I only think about myself but there are times that i don't care about me but just everybody else...

i know that people makes mistakes and I admit that I do but can't anybody just accept that and go on without minding other people's business...

The Other side

It's hard to cope up with the real world when you can't get out of your dreams....
Hey I wish that I have the power ot make everybody happy coz I can't stand it when people fight...
My dad is acting like a realjerk.
The family I use to know is gone... I mean everyone's different...
There's no one I could talk to now....
Somebody help!!!
ASAP

Who am i?

This is my first entry so I'm gonna tell you about myself first:
My name is joan but I like my name to be Daphney. My family is one big happy one...
I think I hate my mother cause she is always ruining my life and never gave me respect as an individual... My father is a drunk and I don't like him when he do that which is 6x a week...
My siblings are total cruel...I'm the eldest but they are hurting me as if they are the boss
I like a guy who likes somebody else and I don't know what to do anymore... There is a guy who likes me but never talks to me...
I want to become a writer but they want me to be a nurse(I'm afraid of blood)...Some support from family....